Hmmm

I Wonder...

Written June 8, 2011; Dedicated to the wonderers

Time and time again, I wonder.

I wonder why love aches if it's supposed to heal.

I wonder if my dreams will ever become real.

I wonder why time flies. 

I wonder how love dies.

I wonder why I wonder.

I wonder if I'll reach my dreams.

I wonder if I'll keep my dreams.

I wonder if I'll fall in love.

I wonder if I won't.

I wonder if they wonder about me.

I wonder if this is where I'm supposed to be.

I wonder if I'll ever know.

I wonder where I'm supposed to go.

I wonder if the hurt goes away.

I wonder if they hear what I say.

I wonder when I'll ever feel content.

I wonder if my days are well spent.

I wonder if God really hears my cries.

I wonder if He smiles or He sighs.

I wonder if He really loves me;

even in my shame and vulnerability. 

As soon as I wonder He reveals His grace.

All my doubts vanish when I see His face.

And though my questions will continue to be made.

At least I know His love will never change.

Sincerely,

Stephanie