Hey Dark Days

For the not so lovely days...

Written April 21, 2011; Dedicated to the dark days

Hey dark days

It's been a while since we met 

We've gone our separate ways 

But there's no way that'd I'd forget 

You're lurking 

Finding ways to come alive 

It's working 

As I'm tested and I'm tried

I feel it 

As the mood begins to change 

You're the infant 

of my undivided rage 

I'm crying 

Hoping that someone can hear 

My sanity is dying 

I'm crippled with my fear

I'm screaming 

In the silence of my soul 

I'm dreaming 

Because I've lost all control 

Can anyone hear me? 

Or am I the only one...

Can I be set free? 

Or do I have to run...

I've been abandoned in this mess 

My eyes are bloodshot 

I no longer can rest 

I've given all I got

Is this my fate; to pay for my sins? 

The enemy has won

How did I let him win? 

As I proceed to give up

I'm waken by a sound 

It shakes me enough

To force me to the ground 

On my knees I plead

To be given another chance 

I don't deserve what I need 

The blood shed of a man 

I look at my filthy clothes

and watch as they change 

They turn white as snow 

I know that I've been saved 

Rejoice! Rejoice! 

Rejoice in the name!

He heard my quiet voice 

and saved me from my shame

I'm forever grateful of His love 

I'll sing songs of thankfulness 

to my Savior up above

I'm saved, 

Amen 

Sincerely, Stephanie