I consider myself somewhat of a deep person. Even though I can be a silly, fun-loving girl, I get really serious at times. I think I just see things really differently. I'm very observant, and find every opportunity to make moments last forever. I always write. Always. If you really wanted to unlock my mind, and understand me, you'd have to read my journal. But even then, I don't think you'd really be able to see how I see things. My journal holds many of my inner thoughts, and ambitions. My dreams, hopes, struggles and my messages to the world. I feel as though God speaks through me at times. My mind has yet to completely develop, and much knowledge to soak in, but some things come easy for me to understand. Some difficult. I get so much joy from being able to be used by God to deliver peace to peoples hearts, when they need ears to listen or a sign of guidance. Once again, no glory goes to my name. All to the creator. If I were to die today, I'd tell you to go to my journal, and the mission starts from there. Even when I'm gone, I want to be used by my Savior as a messenger. They all want the great news, they need it. Nothing can hold me back from giving it to them. For now, I have one soul in particular that God has called me to bring forth the good news. He has all the answers. I'm just a messenger. I'm a dreamer. I'm a life seeker. My faith is what keeps me alive, and going. I find no reason to live, besides the fact that I have to live, to have lived, to learn, to love, to someday really live, where I really belong. This is my temporary home, but I've made my reservations in the kingdom to come. But we must not live good, to receive rewards from our Father, but live good simply because living good is a lost cause in society. It will continue to be a forgotten way of living. We can't let this world kill all the good, and beautiful things in humanity. We must be strong, and fight like warriors. I was saved by Grace, in my Father's Garden.
Remember the mission, not what was lost along the way.
Chapter 2: Letters to God
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