Seek Him Through All Things

I ask my dear Father, to please continue to use me each and every day, as a tool for His light to shine through me. I can't describe how amazing and life changing it is when allowing the Holy Spirit to take lead of your life, and the remarkable things He does for those who seek Him out in all things. I no longer live for acceptance of the shallow, empty hearted. I have a whole new outlook on life, all thanks to Him. Life will never be easy, no. It will always come with struggles, uncertainty and obstacles. But as we go about our days and face life's insufficient ways, the Lord is a threshold to new beginnings, hope and strength. This past Summer, was a huge turning point in my life. I always have known that God has a big plan for me, but I was never willing to give up what I had to, in order to fulfill that plan. So when I was caught up in the world more than ever, He intervened, and rescued my heart from being sold to the world. And from there, I checked into spiritual rehab, and regained my heart, and strengthened my faith. It's been four months since my realization, and I stand before you a new person of Christ. I no longer care about the persecution that I'll face for my faith, and I am proud, and thankful at how far I've come. I want more than anything to lead by example, and to give hope to girls just like me, who thought there was no way out, or key to unlock the chains binding them to the ground. This fire in me can't be put out, by even the largest of oceans. I will die for what I believe, and live with faith. I've learned so much, and continue to intake the abundant loads of lessons in my reach. If you feel lost or alone, like there's something more, let me tell you, there is. As humans we can only see so much, and our minds can't comprehend what bigger plans God can have for us. Once you let go out those chains, you go on your knees, and ask for redemption, you are opening a door to the greatest of things. We must not be stubborn, but humble and wise when walking in our faith. I am a warrior, He is my strength. Amen. 


(This is part of one of my favorite songs)
Nicole Sponberg- Resurrection 
When all my efforts seem like chasing wind
I've used up all my strength and there's nothing left to give
I've lost the feeling and I'm down to the core
I can't fake it anymore.

Here I am at the end I'm in need of resurrection
Only You can take this empty shell and raise it from the dead
What I've lost to the world what seems far beyond redemption
You can take the pieces in Your hand and make me whole again, again



Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5