Becoming Me

I remember when I was too afraid to step out of my comfort zone, and be myself around people. I remember when I would wear Hollister and Abercrombie to fit it. I remember when I was a follower, and imitated the TV, and pop songs. I remember wishing I could be where I am today, who I am today. Not a day goes by that I don't realize who I am and what I have. I remember just a year ago dreaming of feeling free, and doing the right thing. I remember it being a dream, and now it's come true. I can't just keep living wishing for more, and not thanking God for what He's already done in my life, and how much He's blessed me far beyond my imagination already. Now, I no longer dress to fit in, or want to be accepted by society. I want to be me, and fulfill my dreams. I've been set free, and now nothing holds me back from completely living out what I was called to. I get so happy when I think back to how much I've grown since the times of wishing I could be myself. I am me. Stephanie. A silly, outgoing, obnoxious, creative girl; who is also extremely sensitive, serious, and very understanding. I no longer seek out the approval of mindless unimportant judgment, but find my joy in pleasing the one who matters. Although life gets hard, I doubt myself, and struggle like all humans; I have the best support system in the world. Yeah, it's important to be thankful. I'm a very thankful girl.