No Love

There are days when one feels no love. When your efforts have been put to waste, and all that's left is a bitter taste. When all of them have gone astray, You my Father guide the way. I hate to say I only come when in need, but that's just apart of my human greed. I seek out the wrong, and pretend to be strong. I fake out a smile, and wait a while. They have failed me, and I have failed myself. I wanted to shine, but I shadowed instead, the scene plays over when I lay in my bed. This ache and pain, so real and deep, haunts my dreams so I can't sleep. I've wore out this welcome, and my name is now known. I sit in my presence, I'm with them, yet I'm all alone. My voice is silent, but my soul is screaming. I'm living life, when I want to be dreaming. I've clouded the view of a long time ago, and made sure that no one would know. I've loved and lost, and paid the cost. Death is inviting, as life is enlightening, the battle to live is what we're constantly fighting. Why did he leave us all behind? These are the answers I'm trying to find. I'm broken and sad, and this is kind of a cliche story, but somehow my Father, you will receive all the glory. Until Your plan has taken place, I will move forward and wipe the tears off my face. I pray that this burden will soon go away, so I can stand tall and face the day. You make me strong and I have no doubt, these are the reasons I praise and shout. I love you. Amen. 


May God be gracious to us and bless us, and make His face shine on us, so that Your ways may be known on earth, Your salvation among all nations. 
Psalm 67:1-2